Every time it rains

Every time it rains,

My heart goes for you

 Every time the shimmering drops touch the base,

The little being throbbing inside me,

 Yearns for you

For you are far,

Beyond the oceans,

 Cared and loved in another   universe.

Indulgence could be such a sin sometimes.

 A tempting mistake beyond right and wrong.

For you never forgave me,

 Even though I begged and pled.

A nonchalant tramp at heart,

 I stamped over your soul,

 Crushed your heart and stained your core.

My love for ego proved stronger than you.

You cried

 Your steps, wobbly

 Just like these pebbles, drenched in mud

You stumbled your way across the sea

Without a trace, you left for oblivion

Overwhelmed by strong emotions

I called out your name

That excruciating pain, unbearable with shame

Of losing you, of letting you bleed shook me.

But you were already gone

Just like the left over dampness, aftermath a hailstorm.

Cold and stirred, within

My ego died an agonizing death,

As penitence vanquished my nerves.

Years passed,

I heard, your life has blossomed

Into two beautiful beings

Except for the faint silvery bangs

You still look exactly the same

Maybe happier than you were with me

But I have kept your secret tightly bound

The secret of how much you loved the raindrops

Of how much you loved my blue eyes for the resemblance

So, every time it rains

I think of you

Knowing well, you are doing the same.