Saturday, 14 November 2015

Nature Photography













Thursday, 29 October 2015

Capturing Imagination

“Daddy, that’s a loudspeaker!” exclaimed a younger me. I had drawn a huge triangular shape on a large A1 sheet. It was a 5 year old’s delineation of a rusty ‘Ahuja’ trumpet horn speaker. I found trumpet horn speakers fascinating. They are conical structures with a tapered frustum protruding from within them. These days you would only find them hanging atop railway platforms used to announce vital train stats. I wondered how they could produce such loud volume that reverberated through an entire field. Dad used to provide innumerous drawing sheets and color crayons so I could portray my imagination on the sheets. He used to say “This is real learning.” Time flew, I grew.

I developed the habit of painting in my early childhood. Though I wasn’t a good painter in any sense, but I was given a small area of freedom of expression. I was given the clean white sheet which was mine. I could draw anything on it, just anything. That could be a hat, a cat, a dog, a car or any whiskery person I found captivating on the road. So I tried mastering the art. Mum and Dad invigorated me to follow my intuition and draw just anything I liked. This is how it should always be. When I’ll become a father, I’ll make sure I fully equip my children with tools that they can use to express themselves. Times will change and the medium will change, but they will keep on innovating and inventing as they would not fear to tread the untrodden.


From the past few months, I had been researching quite a lot about DSLR cameras online. I watched YouTube clips where filmmakers sought to DSLRs to create some film sequences. I was glued to how they could take studio quality photos and documentary style movie. I have always had the creative soul inside me. Always wanted to create things with tools that I found enchanting. I had stopped painting long back, and was very idle since past few months. I didn’t write for the blog, didn’t research on anything new. I wanted a new passion that I could develop. So I had the urge to have one. I called dad and asked him. He assured me that he would get one for me during the Puja holidays. I was happy. I was finally getting a new tool.

By a certain turn of events, dad told me that he couldn’t get me the DSLR. I was gloomy. It felt like I was denied my freedom of expression. I requested him if he could reconsider my plea. He just asked for time. And I had none. If I have an urge, and I train my brain that I can’t have it, then my faith on the idea is prone to flinching and wavering. But something about this passion endured it. I was losing sanity at the thought that I really wouldn’t have it. I was looking too hard for a silver lining but could find none. Being a father is not easy. Dad somehow detected that I badly needed it.



So dad surprised me by gifting me a Canon EOS 700D. My first DSLR. Thank you dad. Thank you for keeping the flame of creativity alive inside me. On our way back home with the DSLR, dad enquired me, “Remember the time in your childhood you used to waste the outsized A1 sheet sketching huge triangular shapes and called them loudspeakers?” I blurted “Yes dad.” He said, “I used to provide you them so you could always keep on expressing yourself and I made sure you never ran out of sheets.” “This DSLR is just another such sheet. So go ahead and capture your imagination.” It was one of those exultant moments that I wouldn’t forget the rest of my life.

Saturday, 12 September 2015

Being Human!

Today I watched a poignant movie which deeply fascinated me. Any guesses which one it could be?
It wasn't any Bollywood melodrama piece or a Hollywood tale of romance. It was about us, Humans!

‘Human’ is an authentic movie, directed by an artist and filmmaker, Yann Arthus Bertrand; led by two nonprofit organizations: Bettencourt Schueller and Good Planet Foundation. Based on unique thoughts, this movie delicately portrays the in-numerous human lives and emotions: their tears, laughter and fears, etc… across the globe with a quest for the answer to an imperceptible question ‘what makes us human?’
For three years, he traveled to around sixty countries, meeting new people, comprehending their hopes and struggles and capturing those precious moments, making the whole process worthwhile.

The movie comprises of interviews of some eminent persons like Cameron Diaz who talks about her incredible career and shares her learning experiences since childhood. She also discloses her hardest times when she lost her father. Other than her, there were others like Jose Mujica, the former president of Uruguay who discusses about his struggles to bring a transformation in the society towards upliftment. He talks about his setbacks and the enduring fortitude to still strive for it. He meticulously describes that the true essence of happiness lies within and why in this consumer society, sobriety is essential.
While it was emotional to watch some fearless souls like Francine Christopher share her experience of the concentration camps, during the Hitler reign (It was deeply moving to see that old lady speak about their heart rending moments as they struggled to survive each day), there were others who expressed the true value of love and joy which resides in the simplest pleasures.
The pertinent questions regarding sorrow, happiness, frustration, a human undergoes everyday and their indubitable, gripping answers, portrayed in unforgettable ways will leave your soul engrossed to the core.

There were uncountable touching tales which couldn't be sufficed or restrained in a piece of paper but can only be understood and sensed through the eyes.








Saturday, 29 August 2015

To Chaos



One of those days when you wake up to this eerie feeling of nothingness. And yet, you have a lot in your head. There’s your friend you’re thinking about, the assignments that the professor gave you the other day, the frenzied atmosphere in the club you’re in, the blog post you’ve left undone for so many days. There’s just a lot of noise in our lives. Not between your ears, but inside your brain. No matter where you go, the noise keeps chasing you. It’s a blurry distorted kind of noise. It’s the kind of noise that you see in old television sets when some channel goes off air for some time, when there’s a transitory rain or a thunderstorm. The channel gets back on air after a while, only the clouds in our life don’t disappear effortlessly. That noise is fondly called chaos.  

Were we really so complicated when we were kids? I guess not. We were busy watching our favorite cartoon shows on TV and were too occupied weaving the life in our dreams. We were real thinkers, and questioned a hell lot of things. We grew up when we found the answers to most of our questions. We started becoming complacent and indifferent towards ourselves and stopped questioning life. That’s when we experienced the noise for the first time. From then, it has become an inconsequential yet irritable part of our lives. While some choose to live with it, some deny having it, others find ways to get rid of it.

Who’s chasing whom? Is the noise chasing you? Or are you chasing the noise? There’s a small yet substantial line between the two. If something’s worrying you for the past few days and you haven’t been able to do a thing about it, then your case is the former. The noise chases you as you inch towards your deadline. You become too anxious about the outcome and give up to the noise to take over you.  Conversely, you are chasing the noise when you know something is impending, probably bad, but you become too unconcerned and keep on doing it anyway. That’s when you invite the noise to come and take over. 

Is there a solution?
Oh yes! In fact two simple steps.

Step 1: Acceptance. Most of us young adults lack this virtue. The first step to solving every problem is acceptance. Accepting that we have a problem makes it easier to find ways to solve it. We are so full of activity that we always stay in a state of denial. We feel what’s a little deviating from normal is nothing short of just mundane and to be dealt with casually. This is a way to complicate our lives further. I feel, sometimes it is better to freak out. Let your emotions take over you and your inner conscience scream on top of its voice. Listen to it, and not just hear it because when you heed to the pangs of your conscience, you’ll know yourself much better.

Step 2: Keeping busy. We can avoid pointless commotion by keeping busy in doing things we love. That would help in diverting ourselves to something productive. We could join a club, participate in events, play a sport or take up a project and develop our skill set by investing time in such ventures. This would also guarantee mental and emotional satisfaction and shield us from chaos. 

Have a chaos free day.

Happy Raksha Bandhan: A celebration of the devout bond between a brother and a sister. The brother commits to take care of his sister all his life and beyond, while the sister ties a knot of colorful thread on her brother’s wrist. The knot is a symbol of eternal love, respect, vigor and vitality. Shilpa and Siwalik wish you all a Happy Raksha Bandhan on behalf of Dreamscape.

Friday, 14 August 2015

A soldier's Wife

Happy Independence day!
A tribute to all the soldiers and their families, who sacrifice their lives to protect our motherland and keep us safe!

She stood silently
Watching him go
All he could do was ignore
All the tears that flew
From their eyes
But he had to walk away
From her side
Because he could no more be her guide
Even though the pain was crushing him from inside
Clenching his throbbing heart, bleeding
He walked till the other side of the road
An inexplicable helplessness vanquishing him that couldn’t be cured.
He didn't turn back even once.
Because he knew if he did even once
He won’t be able to part his ways
He felt too weak to bear the excruciating pain
He knew how she must be looking at his back
Sobbing silently as the time pass
But his mother was calling him
His duty, the only way to repay the debt
He knew, though devastated, she will never object.
Because she loved him way too much
As innocent as white lily was her love
Fresh like a morning dew, her presence gleamed
He blissfully aware how lucky she made him feel
She deserved more, his heart sighed
But all she got was a bunch of painful moments
And a fake promise of togetherness
When he came and went like a wind
Leaving her alone on her own
 A creeping guilt engulfed his conscience
This time he might not even return alive
His heart ached
A brutal truth left unsaid
But he had to go for her mother’s sake
He wished to rewind those moments
He wished to turn back once to gaze at her beautiful wife’s face
A tear escaped from his eyes
As he know it’s too late now to rewind
Now he is left with only memories
All he could hope that
Without him, she will learn to survive


Wednesday, 29 July 2015

The Guest

The moments of despondency
Mystifying her soul
Whirled its course
Leaving the print of its hushed trails
For him to supervene
Overlooking the scars
The wind blew fading them away
As the years passed like a cupid’s arrow
The abysmal wait for the familiar guest
Continued like an infinite string of memories
Borne out of grief
 Making her young feet tad old
Her fingers, rosy white to pale yellow
She still ardently waited for the knock at her door
Her prudence and composure grew more and more
Hoping for the guest to arrive soon
But time is wild like an untamable fire
Unstoppable, endless like human desires
Time flew like a nonchalant bird
Testing her endurance
As she craved for her twin soul


 But one winter day, she peeped out of the window
Watching the snowflakes dancing in a insouciant way
She had put a hackneyed cassette in the stereo
As she rested on the old rickety arm chair
 Listening to their favourite songs
Reminiscing over the veteran thoughts
Flipping them one by one carefully
Like the pages of an archaic diary
The cold wind rushed through the window
Making the curtains swirl in a monotonous tune
Touching her sagging face
As her soaring hair broke the silence into roars
Oouch it hurt!
Her restless heart complained
“A century passed, still whom are you waiting for?”
Her silver locks glistened in the lamp light
Portraying a surreal resemblance
With the white cloud hung in the sky
A smile escaped through her lips
Chuckling at her heart’s stupidity
She gazed at the sky once again
As her eyes twinkled
Radiating a heavenly radiance
“My death sweet heart! And today my wait will be over.
My beloved soul is waiting beyond this overcast-ted sky”
And she closed her eyes
Drowning every essence of her existence
Into the infinite love she had bore
Her frowning heart got respite
As solemn festivity descended over it
Chuckling all its way
 Beyond the stars !


Monday, 27 July 2015

The Chest

Trodding the untrodden
Into the darkness of the woods
Into the blues of the skies
I see forests, birds squeaking
As the north wind chills the spine
And across comes the ravine
The road’s hostile, the path futile
As I fall into the gorge
My hope crushed
My spine quashed
Will I survive this fall?
I gather my grit, I show some nerve
I scrape and grind through the stones
I sweat, I cry, I bleed, I wry
Carving the way out, but in vain
What hath god wrought?
That I earned such pain
Will such disparity always reign?
I lose everything but my life
Clinging on like an evil memory
Haunting me as I await the fairy
Far I have come, far shall I go
For I know the end is a glow
I get up, stand up, and find a hovel
Dig through it and forth I trail
A shiny stone maybe
Odds and ends, just worthless scrap
Tons of gilt inside a wrap,
For the world I carved
the treasure chest,
Casting the grave, for me

To rest.